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So you mean these definitions?
1. total rejection of established laws and institutions.
2. anarchy, terrorism, or other revolutionary activity.
3. total and absolute destructiveness, especially toward the world at large and including oneself: the power-mad nihilism that marked Hitler's last years.
4. Philosophy. a.an extreme form of skepticism: the denial of all real existence or the possibility of an objective basis for truth.
nothingness or nonexistence.
5. (sometimes initial capital letter) the principles of a Russian revolutionary group, active in the latter half of the 19th century, holding that existing social and political institutions must be destroyed in order to clear the way for a new state of society and employing extreme measures, including terrorism and assassination.
6. annihilation of the self, or the individual consciousness, especially as an aspect of mystical experience.
7. a complete denial of all established authority and institutions
8. (philosophy) an extreme form of skepticism that systematically rejects all values, belief in existence, the possibility of communication, etc.
9. a revolutionary doctrine of destruction for its own sake
10. the practice or promulgation of terrorism
11. (in tsarist Russia) any of several revolutionary doctrines that upheld terrorism
12. The belief that destruction of existing political or social institutions is necessary for future improvement.
13. A delusion, experienced in some mental disorders, that the world or one's mind, body, or self does not exist.
14. An approach to philosophy that holds that human life is meaningless and that all religions, laws, moral codes, and political systems are thoroughly empty and false.
Look how many include the word terrorism as part of the definition. So then are you are totally in favor of that shooter killing them all including the children?
Hard to believe you would even joke about it, but I'm sure we can find someone to do the same when someone close to you is involved in this kind of crap.
So are you really nihilist, or just being stupid?