I really meant it - you are welcome.
I'd be interested in some New Testament examples if you can remember any of them. At least part of your belief might have a bit to do with interpretation too.
I may have said this before - the literal word of the Old Testament has quite a number of logical, moral, and possibly philosophical, shall we say "anomalies". You have to jump through quite a number of hoops to believe that some of those stories in the Old Testament are more than allegorical, but it isn't quite as difficult in the New Testament and especially in the Canonical Gospels.
John writes some things that are a bit out there, but Matthew seems pretty down to earth.
Did you know the books of the New Testament are organized in the order of their considered importance, not necessarily in chronological order? Notice what the first book is - Matthew. Notice what the last book is - Revelation. This is at least according to the Council of Trent which BTW didn't occur until the 1500's. There were at least 2 dozen previous ecumenical councils prior to this to discuss the Bible, the Christian dogma, Catholicism, and other heretical problems. The history of how the Bible we know today came to be is extremely interesting and worthy of study just by itself.
So, what am I saying? I think it is very hard to be Christian without believing that at least some part of the Bible was divinely inspired - meaning that the literal word, at least as we understand words, and specifically those words, are truly the Word of God. But it also explains why there are so many different interpreted versions by people claiming to know the Word of God.
It is amazing to follow just the simple etymology of some pretty powerful passages in the Bible from their start in Biblical Aramaic and ancient Hebrew, but a true study of the Bible would at least consider how this affects what we believe today. What if the Rosetta Stone was a lie?
It affects how Jesus, Mary, rising from the dead, ascending into heaven, and things like the body and blood of Christ are all interpreted. The one thing that it doesn't seem to affect though is the existence of God. Philosophers and Scholars for years tried to connect absolute truth to the existence of God, because then they could connect all the canons up as truth, and Christianity would be tied up in one neat little "truth" package. Well as we know, that most certainly has not happened - at least not yet. :*)
My statement about faith being required is not based in some religious teaching I received in high school, it is the actually the culmination of quite a bit of study.
So I don't fault you for your doubts, I just pray that at some point your faith will be stronger - then just think what a debater for the existence of Christ we would have.
I know all the above can be dismissed as just more preachy bologna - and that is OK, but at least maybe it can show that it isn't always the complete ignorant who might have a belief in the existence of God.